The Backward Spelling of

STRESSED

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DESSERTS

my face getting chubbier and Chubbier and CHUbbier and CHUBBIER @@ does it make any sense? hmmm.. whats the plan? oh ya, tomorrow is the sweetie-LING's birth, so HAPPY BIRTHDAY sweetie ^^thursday will hang out with abby for "dresses spotting misson" and emm friday will be the very QS test. saturday work as usual and sunday is the very day-tt night in col. so yea, week by week elapsing darn fast but.... can anyone make it FASTER? XDDDDD

i am a MIND-READER?

MIND-READER i am?

nop.. i don think so

yet i wish that god kind enough to give me some kind of superior ability.. hahaha

but hey, don we can predict or in other word, we can feel something right?

like whats going to happen or else,hmmm...

your heart or mind sometime do giving you a kind of clue, and u probably will get it when u're 'hearing' them

the clue or prediction had given you youself a mindsets

and when its really happening, your deep heart kinda just "i knew it" but you still felt shock in person (when its come something 'bad' or surprises)

after all, my point is DO believe what your heart tells

and the clue might guiding u through a better ending?

who knows.....

my ankles are seriously suffer in painess

broken my ankle while gym-ing?

LOL.. recover bah~

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Take it Easy

CAUTION

H1N1 is now spreading all over the places

Please aware and kindly immediate refers to the doctor if you found yourself having these symptoms(cough,fever,flu,back pain.headache etc.)

Pray for those H1N1's patient

Take Care..

Mourning the Lost of Michael Jackson

Peace in the Heaven, the King of Pop

simply love the girl inside the portrait
she's nice, she's kind, she's adorable

while she is SINGLE and AVAILABLE XDDD

(what the hell?? promoting? haha..)

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ignore the 'upstairs'

send me to hell.. hahaha XD

im just C-R-A-P-P-I-N-G??

my mind now is sticking with the whole LAZINESS thing @@

why am i still blogging with my..

ME REVISION-almost finish

ME TUTORIAL-half way done

QS TUTORIAL-not really

duh..

we are live to learn and learn to live

so, im now 'learning' to get rid of my laziness for my entire life

wahahahahaha..

lame excuse

♥♥Loving yourself is,

giving others a chance to love you

sometimes it just knock up your heart again

...without any notice,without any reason

you can pretend that its just a illusion

you can ignore as it will get away

but you cant deny it's lying in your heart now
should i just say

a perfect someone but in a wrong timing?

everyday is a blessing

when there was effortless, gaining will be far apart

ya.. effortless is the best word to describe me now

wonder should life being that USUAL that UNCHANGE that ORDINARY?

the same mode of life making me boring

nothing new making me felt frustrated

something in my mind that wanted me to done it,
yet something so call laziness pulling me away from the NEED TO DO

cant living in such an aimless life

GET A LIFE,poney

somehow i think i need to aim something for myself to succeed

at least some satisfaction make my daily life full filled

blablabla..LOL

not being emo larrr.. doesn't it make sense?

dull life proceed a dull me XDDD

oh ya..gym for thursday again

kinda love gym now

**wink

watching THE UGLY BETTY

oh,betty seem like not that 'ugly' compare to season 1 huh?

i like betty, always being so herself

okay.. gotta stop blabla-ing here

brb in mayb tomorrow or whatever XDD

1..2.. uushhHH!!

im practising my sit-up

practically should say im forcing==

50 rounds for next week @@

wth!!!!!!!!

oh gosh, poney neo u gonna die

mr ng will be staring at u again

and a stupid smile will not get it over anymore TT

i HATE sit-up

im IDIOT in sit-up

but i still should say,

u can do it, my dear

good luck @@

PEACE THE WORLD

Tagged by yunni

1.What have you been doing recently?
college, sleep, eat, facebook,gym

2. Do you ever turn your handphone off?
yup.. used to turn off last time when im sleeping.. but now nop

3. What happened at 10am today?
10am? alarm ringing(gonna work) but im still "crawling" on the bed XD

4. When did you last cry?
hmm.. that midnight, something flash in my mind ==

5. Believe in Fate/Destiny?
i believe im one of those lucky guys.. haha

6. What do you want in life now?
friends and outgoing.. mayb night life?

7. Do you carry an umbrella when it rains or just put up your hood?
umbrella la dude

8. What's your favourite thing to do on bed ?
sleep== what else to do on the bed?

9. What bottoms are you wearing now?
sleeping shorts.

10. What are the nicest things in your inbox?
nothing special..

11. Do you tend to make relationships complicated?
not really.. i used to seperate friendship and the relationship well

12. Are you wearing anything borrowed from anyone?
nononono.. oh ya!! i kinda often 'steal' my bro'gf accessories.. wahaha**evil

13. What was the last movie you caught?
17 again.. oh my zac efron *.*

14. What are you proud of?
im a lefty.. wink*

15 . What does the oldest text msg in your inbox says and who is it from?
oldest? walao.. really old, fr 26/5, an 'ok' from my mom.. hahaha!!

16. What was the last song you sang out loud?
bet on it-high school musical

17. Do you have any nicknames?
Neenee, Poney, Nee

18. What does the newest text msg says and who is it from?
hmmm.. someone named leong, says that "y so late? continue ur supper first la" blablabla..

19. What time did you go to sleep last night?
12 plus to 1 am

20. Are you currently happy?
normal happiness..

21. Who gives you the best advice?
@@ advice kinda just a vote for my decision..

22. Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
i eat marmite straightly from the marmite bottle ==

23. Who do you talked to on phone last night?
not on call in last night yet i missed one call last night

24. Is something bugging you right now?
should i wash my dishes now? or later?

25. Who is the last person to make you laugh?
yunni ng.. reading her tag post and the ans of the person she tag..funny..XXDDDD

26. Do you like yourself?
yes.. i love neo wei nee

27. You want $5 or $10?
i will take 5.. no idea y.. mayb im stupid LOL

28. Do you think you are stupid sometimes?
i am i am...

29. Who is your best best best friend?
the ang and the ng

30. What will you do if you like that boy?
wonder that if he is crushing at me as well and act like normal==

31. Who are your favourite stars?
the hsm's actors

32. You hate your mother sometimes in some ways?
nonono.. she's absolutely the kindest

33. Do you had even stead before?
not really...

34. What type of boy do you like?
quiet and mature

35. Now are you single/attached?
Single

Pass this tag to 10 people !
1. Abby
2. Wenise
3. Yunni
4. Elaine
5. Miko
6. Green
7. Nick
8. Bling ling
9. Karen
10. Yi ting

1. Would you date number 5?
Miko: im shy to date her.. hohoho

2. Number 2 just got in a car crash. How do you react?
Wenise: my mind will totally gone blank.. don happen such thing pls..

3. You see number 9 with your boy/girlfriend. What do you do?
Karen: we used to hang out all together last time.. so nothing matters ^^

4. You come home and your room has been ransacked by number 4.
Elaine: oh my girl, thanks for "tidying" my roon for me.. den ** piak piak.. heeee XDD

5. Number 1 is acting weird.
Abby: just ignore her.. hahahaha XD me n wenise used to her "weirdness" already..

6. Numbers 3 and 8 decide to give 10 a haircut.
Yunni+bling ling to Yi ting : ==u guys not enrolling bus admin? since when both of u wan to be a hair dresser??

7. Number 7 just got tickets for him/her and ask you to go to a concert.
Nick: to barney, the cartoon concert? oh yea...... ^^

8. Number 10 takes you to a bar.
Karen: oh gosh.. hii, long time no see..

9. Number 4 has to move to the other side of the world.
Elaine: move to where? africa? america? or ampang? haha

10. You and number 8 are being chased by the cops for an unknown reason.
Bling ling: help help help... cops are chasing pretty girls....~~~

11. Number 5 asks you out to dinner.
Miko : shy shy and SHY..... *3*

12. Number 9 and you are sitting on a bus.
Karen : @&^&%$%%@$&@.. (chit chatting)

13. Number 6 calls you in the middle of the night because he/she can't sleep.
Green : hmmm... i won heard any phone ringing while im sleeping middle in the night i assume.. hahaha

14. Your walking with someone and number 6 runs up and tackles you to the ground from behind.
Green : haha..ooi.. weii....................(laughing and try to escape)

15. Number 1 is crying one day and you ask him/her why and it seems their boy/girlfriend has dumped them.
Abby : hmmm........ let her "stick" to me whenever she wan?

16. Number 2 offers to bake you a meal. As you sit in the other room, the kitchen is suddenly on flame.
Wenise : omg omg omg!!!!!!!! ** fire extinguish-ing..** den give her a == face

17. Number 4 comes to your door one day holding a koala.
Elaine : oh? since when u travel to austrialia?

18. Number 4 just got you an X-Box.
Elaine : wan me to play with u aa??

19. Number 9 challenges you to a children's card game!
Karen : no idea..@@

20. Number 1 thinks he/she's overweight.
Abby : lets gym my dear..

21. Number 7 looks lonely!
Nick : lonely, hi mr lonely~~~~~~~~~~~~

22. Number 2 asks you rudely to go leave her/him alone.
Wenise : Abby help.. wats wrong with her...

23. Numbers 5 and 3 decide to throw a surprise party for you.
Miko & Yunni : huh??????????????? my birthday ke??

24. Number 6 decide to dye their hair black. What do you say to that?
Green : y don you try to dye in green? haha

25. You catch number 9 by him/herself, crying.
Karen : wats wrong with u???

26. Numbers 1 , 3 , 5, and 6 all tackle you at once!
Abby Yunni Miko Green : syok** tickle by 4 pretty ladies.. hohohohoho==

Heart Mending

"You are worth loving. You have a lot to offer the right person but right now your not ready. You still have so much to figure out and right now its about reconnecting with who you really are. Its not fair to you or the other person to try and invest your time in something that will not work out. This doesn't mean that you shouldn't have hope in the near future... it just means you still have growing up to do. You are unique, you have the ability to love tremendously but in order to share that with anyone you must first heal, spend time on your own, and learn to enjoy single life. Take this time to breathe and regroup... I promise you... finding yourself isn't a cliche, its real- and once you have, you will create a love that will never be broken."

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its a result of a test that i took from fb

maybe some of u guys thinks that shouldn't take it seriously on those test

but this one, really mean into my heart

its saying all i need to do is to figure out myself in this moment

ya.. abby said so as well

she said im not ready in a new relationship yet

sometimes its kinda a weird feeling

i know its ridiculous

its complicated for having a relationship for years

like u have a guy to rely

u loving someone

u trusting someone..

but all in a sudden, u are alone

its just like missing a piece of puzzle in my life

i cant deny

i totally lost at that moment

im desperate,im lifeless

i close myself from everyone that time

all i know is to cry

i daydream,i lost appetite,its awful

maybe its sounds like so dramatic, but its all seriously happened

flashing back that moment, i wouldn't thought that im idiot

in fact, i take it seriously

its a progress, its a step for me to grow

issues seem keep happening even after the break,

it just keep dragging me into it again

again, im climbing up step by step

for now, im not pulling myself away

when faith come u cant deny

im proud of myself

i wouldn't regret

life is all yours, turn regret to a lesson to make your life more beautiful

thanks god for bringing me my mom and 2 gorgeous girls(they knows who they are)

they protect me, they love me, they mean a lots to me

truely appreciate..

just to throw out the thoughts that deep inside my heart, im good for now.. ^^

gorgeous lady XD

my girls, my ladies

as i mentioned

we went to movie today

17 again.. yeepee**

and,

im now.... officially in love with zac efron XD

omg.. he make me faint @@

juicy tipsy.. (faint-ing)

my world is spinning@@

headache-dizzy-confused

test-assign-coursework

whatever it takes..

so damn lots of things waiting for me to do

but im still doing nothing

send me to the 'heaven'..

darn it, my line is freaking slow

no sence, should knew the uneasy ending

but why would you start it?

duh..winning is your only point?

sometimes things done in public, its hard for others to ignore

you'll get what you done

so,think before u act, my dear

wish may came true tomorrow

17 again for tomorrow

yesh, my girls

stay tuned ^^

-should get my well sleep soon

can anyone do me a favor??

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can someone please 'kindly' lock up my laptop

i cant concentrate my exercises and revision with this thingy infront me TT

coursework is just next week

omg.. poney, NEXT WEEK is your very first college test!!

rescue yourself please..

get rid of your freaking lazyness

get some number of MASK from ms abby on monday

masking masking needed

**wink wink**

angel please turn me into a flawless princess XDD

show u guys something..

Zac Efron without sunnies and Zac Efron with sunnies

hahahaha.. XDD

totally adorable!!

hey

here i am blogging again with all sorts of nonsence =X

just back from col as well

and im now seriously having HEADACHE @@

seems like not having 7 days in this week==
LOL

weekend is here just a snap

and i need to work for tomorrow and sunday

I NEED REST SERIOUSLY T.T

anddd...

my muscle pain was just recover but i need to 'torture' myself again on monday gym class @@

hahaha..

okay, actually its cool larr..

at least im doing exercise

btw, nap needed now

see ya ^^

omg

17 again is now showing

im desperately wanna to watch it

in love with Zac Efron since high school musical

he is hot though!!

hot Hot HOT !!!!!!!!! XD

haha..i know im a crap

but he is truely hot,isnt it? ^^

im tired

poney need some recharge

my leg muscle was extremely pain today

due to yesterday's gym workout

hahaha..

3 of us keep complaining our PAIN

especially when we climbing down the stairs

yea.. its climbing DOWN the stairs,

seriously Pain!!

as i said

im tired

tired of walking around col

tired of holding my beg that full of notes

tired of my mind keep spinning with the things that i need to do next

tired of my lazyness

tired cause i still don hav any idea about the HE assign

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seems like its all physical thingy that i mentioned

but im truly mentally TIRED

sometimes i wanna to be special

like not just the odinary girl that i used to be

i need braveness

i need strength

i need support

..to not hiding myself anymore

poney need to stand out

can i?

my dear ms wenise keep telling me the same thing these days

"don forced urself,don scare to be alone,

make a right choose,the right 'he'.."

ya..i will

sometimes i wonder

why cant my idea just poop out easily when im writing essays or journal as i writing my blog

oh!

need to continue my restaurant city

tata^^

being a while didn update my bloggie

hmmm~

blow away the dust in my blog

**phew~~~**

okay..

first of all,

bring along a good news

im now same group with my ms wenise ^^
and my group was not bad

most of them are quite nice

so group c-27, all the best..

me and ms wenise didn have any classes today

but,

we hav to attend the gym class

yea..
abby,wenise & me enrol into the gym section for our coco

truly exhausted@@

only after some simple exercise,

my sweat was just like flowing non stop

but after all its cool.. ^^

and after the gym class,

both of them headed to my house

see what they did in my house@@

2 siao po XDD

kesian lil ms abby leave my house bout 3
she have to attend for her class till 8pm
sayang nia *3*

and,

i sleep while wenise playing the restaurant city on the facebook

oh ya~

im now desperately addicted into facebook now

its extremely FUN.. ^^

gotta get some nap again

and complete my tutor exercise

duh~

ciaoz..