Heart Mending

"You are worth loving. You have a lot to offer the right person but right now your not ready. You still have so much to figure out and right now its about reconnecting with who you really are. Its not fair to you or the other person to try and invest your time in something that will not work out. This doesn't mean that you shouldn't have hope in the near future... it just means you still have growing up to do. You are unique, you have the ability to love tremendously but in order to share that with anyone you must first heal, spend time on your own, and learn to enjoy single life. Take this time to breathe and regroup... I promise you... finding yourself isn't a cliche, its real- and once you have, you will create a love that will never be broken."

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its a result of a test that i took from fb

maybe some of u guys thinks that shouldn't take it seriously on those test

but this one, really mean into my heart

its saying all i need to do is to figure out myself in this moment

ya.. abby said so as well

she said im not ready in a new relationship yet

sometimes its kinda a weird feeling

i know its ridiculous

its complicated for having a relationship for years

like u have a guy to rely

u loving someone

u trusting someone..

but all in a sudden, u are alone

its just like missing a piece of puzzle in my life

i cant deny

i totally lost at that moment

im desperate,im lifeless

i close myself from everyone that time

all i know is to cry

i daydream,i lost appetite,its awful

maybe its sounds like so dramatic, but its all seriously happened

flashing back that moment, i wouldn't thought that im idiot

in fact, i take it seriously

its a progress, its a step for me to grow

issues seem keep happening even after the break,

it just keep dragging me into it again

again, im climbing up step by step

for now, im not pulling myself away

when faith come u cant deny

im proud of myself

i wouldn't regret

life is all yours, turn regret to a lesson to make your life more beautiful

thanks god for bringing me my mom and 2 gorgeous girls(they knows who they are)

they protect me, they love me, they mean a lots to me

truely appreciate..

just to throw out the thoughts that deep inside my heart, im good for now.. ^^